did Akiva. So did many enlightened souls. You are not the first. Of
all those who questioned, there were two approaches: Those who meant
it, and those who did not.
Those who wanted understanding gained understanding — a sense of
nothingness encountering a reality far beyond our puny minds. Those
who asked but did not want to understand gained nothing.
When you are doing his work, the Rebbe gives you strength. Much more
strength than you could imagine.
In truth, you become one with him. His decisions become your decisions
and your decisions become his decisions. There can be no greater unity
of two individuals.
From: Bringing Heaven Down to Earth by Tzvi Freeman – firstname.lastname@example.org